There are lots of things I don't understand, far too many to list right now, but there's one thing I really don't get. Why don't we all fall to the floor in tears every minute of the day? We all know we're going to die at some point, and nobody will ever truly love us, but everyone just carries on walking around like nothing's wrong. Maybe everyone feels like me and they don't want to be the first to do it. It'll probably to take some brave hero, a real wreck of a human being, to be the first to publically declare this whole system of living insane. I know it won't be me, but I really wish it was, because I don't think I can take it much longer.