It was always my wish to become incredibly rich. It's not that I love money, I just wanted a woman to love me for my money. I always feared that I'd find a woman who loved me for my personality and I'd feel terribly guilty about ripping her off, because I'm not very good. At least if I had money I'd know that my money was good and she was getting a fair deal. I never did get rich though, and I was right about not being very good, because I never found a woman to love me for me. It’s not the end of the world though. Pornography is very cheap.